Thankful to Allah

"No one is perfect in this world, but everyone is unique in their own ways"

Assalamualaikum and hello,

Okay now I just have a few more minutes before I started my class. So I grab this chance to write a few things or maybe like share something.

Based on the quotes that I wrote above, I really think that's the major thing that can be related to my problem in life.

Basically, I think there's  no one can accept my weaknesses. One of my weaknesses is I'm a pampered  type of person. Yeah I know, we can't expect people to accept us.

But you know,
sometimes we just need people who surround us,
understand us,
accept us,

I'm being myself all the time.

But sometimes, it kills me;
my attitude,
my habits,
they all kill me.

When I treated people in a good way, sometimes they treated me in the opposite way. That's what we called life. Sometimes, what we want/dream of, doesn't appear as what we wish for.

Have you ever think why?

As my opinion, our Creator; Allah SWT knows what is the best for us. Maybe if once we got what we wish for, we might be so proud of ourselves and we forget Him.

I know, I'm  not the only one who faced this problem. But different people have different abilities in overcoming their own problems, fears, anger. and etc.

I try to hide my feelings and not to tell others about this, but I failed because the fact that I'm an expressive person.

Who would accept me for being like this, come on Intan. Come on! I don't know either I need to change myself, or just wait for the right people to accept for who am I.

But it's not wrong for us to change into a better person right, so yeah, choose wisely!

A scenario that I've once face was;

when I'm not in a good/stable mood, suddenly one of my friend came to me and told me that;

 "You are such an emotional person, such a tampered person, a moody person and etc."

While;
the heart broke,
the tears rolling down,

And now I realized, that's how they/people look at me.
That's the reflection of myself.
I need to accept the fact.

I know it's not a big issue tho, but I think it is. I need to look back at my relationship with my Creator, Allah SWT.

Yeah, I should be thankful that I was tested with this type of test. Alhamdulillah. I believe that Allah has something to show me; what is the best and the good thing for me. Thanks Allah.

Okay, do pray for me! Hopefully that I can change into be a better person. Ameen, InsyaAllah

Wassalam.