My commitment

Assalammualaikum everyone!

Well as for today, I would like to share about commitment. Hmm, I start wondering what I just did 1 week ago. As you guys know, now I'm in my clinical year, which I have requirements that I have to complete and work for it. At the same time, I have my own responsibilities as a daughter and as a sister :) Everything I do, is always family first no matter how busy I am, and no matter how tired I am. So, there's a day that one of my cousins texted me and as if I'm busy or not. Obviously I would say I'm not busy. Then she asked me a favor to help her with her school's video. And I was like, ohh it's a video, I like it and I know I can do it, I'm capable of doing it, so I agree to help her with her work. 

At the same night, I just realized that the next day I got exams and discussions at the same time, but I need to settle my cousin's video because she need it on the same day. WOW! I was like, how am I gonna coop with this abundance of work to do, for exams, I need to read a LOT, it is all about THEORY. Oh, yeah at the same night, it was my birthday, and my friends and I decided to have a dinner. Hahaha, I can see that I'm in rush to do everything. And alhamdulillah I managed to go for dinner with my friends and at the same time we studied a few things, then came home a bit late. I know I can't sleep, because if I sleep, my cousin's would be sad, tht I gave her hope and I didn't help her. So I try to stay awake and try to make it done. Editing is not tht easy actually, plus you need to be creative and think fast because of the time are so jealous. I slept on my table just in front of my laptop, because I need to wait for exporting and then send it via Telegram and email before I go to clinic. Alhamdulillah I managed to complete it before I go to clinic and I'm a zombie for a day (because I only get to sleep for 3 hours). 

I know it just a simple work need to be done, but come on, came back from clinic is tiring and yet I need to hold my tiredness and proceed to do others thing in order to make it settle within that limited time. I'm kinda look away at my health and sleep, because work need to be done first, no matter how tired you are. I know it's a bad and unhealthy way, but I just need to force to do it. 

Okay, I think that's all for now, need to continue to do my work because within 2 more weeks, I have OSCE (which is a practical exams, you need to verbal and practice the procedure). Do pray for me guys! 

Wassalam.