Sunday 3 September 2017

So soon, Abah

This song (So soon by Maher Zain) reminds me of abah. Yeah, its been a long time abah passed away. But, the memories left and still fresh in my mind. Kinda sad when you were hoping for a hug from a dad, but you can't have it. Alhamdulillah, I'm so grateful that Allah gave me a period of time to know him, to get to look at his face, to know how he works and how he handle every single responsiblities. 

Others might not feel the same way like how I feel. Different people have different test. Maybe this is how my tests look like, maybe others have the other way round of test. We never know. And I believe that, every single test that we got, Allah knows that we can handle it really well. 

If only, I can still look at him. but, that's so impossible, Intan.

I miss him so much.

I wish I could tell you every single things that I did, abah. 

Every time I close my eyes I see you in front of me
I still can hear your voice calling out my name
And I remember all the stories you told me
I miss the time you were around (x2)
But I’m so grateful for every moment I spent with you
‘Cause I know life won’t last forever
Chorus:
You went so soon, so soon
You left so soon, so soon
I have to move on ’cause I know it’s been too long
I’ve got to stop the tears, keep my faith and be strong
I’ll try to take it all, even though it’s so hard
I see you in my dreams but when I wake up you are gone
Gone so soon
Night and day, I still feel you are close to me
And I remember you in every prayer that I make
Every single day may you be shaded by His mercy
But life is not the same, and it will never be the same
But I’m so thankful for every memory I shared with you
‘Cause I know this life is not forever
There were days when I had no strength to go on
I felt so weak and I just couldn’t help asking: “Why?”
But I got through all the pain when I truly accepted
That to God we all belong, and to Him we’ll return, ooh
Ya Allah, give me strength to face your test. I believe that I can handle this. May Allah ease every single thing we do, Ameen💙

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